(read after reading below? maybe)
Journal Notes Dec. 10: Listening to Andrew McMahon interview. Key points that just seem to fit in with my life right now. We are all connected and we share experiences on all levels?
The odd man out
warped
i have the ability to forgive
Outlets people are connecting to
having a hard time following you here
screw it
moved my way across the coutnry
make your own decisions
piano punk rock band/ punk pop
it was our headay
we moved out
close to my moms brother before he passed
had run dry
these things that are given, can just as easliy be taken
hit me
(read after reading below? maybe) also for those of you not keeping up: a/v: Why'd you have to wait to find me...

I think we've all thought of this before, but going off someone elses thing.

When I think about love in marriage what does it mean. I've always thought to myself, is there really marriage in heaven? is there really a perfect and only someone for everyone? or anyone?

I think (maybe) no. not the a bigger sense anyways.

In heaven isn't it just going to be everyone? how much can you actually dislike them if they are family in Christ? what enmity is there between family, sure they can be annoying, and piss you off, and actually wrong you, but how can you ever hate something.

I think forgiveness comes into this too, can you ever NOT FORGIVE family? Someone said LOVE = FOREVER. Let me add on to that and say. GOD =love =FAMILY = Forever.

I always thought, if I never found my perfect match I think I would be fine, because we are all family and as long as I have people who love me, life is worth it.

I think love may have been distorted over time, what is love. does it change. has it changed. what does society see as love now. is marriage of two people more sacred then family as it has been put. isn't marriage just to make you part of family on earth. is committing adultery, any worse then stabbing a friend in the back? = open ended statement

Is marriage for everyone? NO? I want to believe that marriage if for me, cause I want to have children one day, i think..., and I wanna have someone to well , you know, your all human.
But am I suppose to, or = 2nd open ended statement

To wrap up another blarg of thought: I always feel good about knowing all the collective people I have ever meet, I will meet again. God willing. And us willing?

as always. to be continued... = life ----> including: leaps of faith
and: (remeber to add snew song link here)