Depression
Can't think straight,
can't think,
sliding deeper,
sliding farther, faster,
dark purple, mindless,
just waste time, meaningless,
can't seem to finish anything,
can't work,
just sit, redo somthing that is meaningless to begin with,
try somthing again that you know did not work the first time,
almost no one there to slow me down,
fake, mirage pillars, false hope, false truth, false
just falling,
what went wrong, it came so fast, sudden,
everthing, everyone, still rising, me just sinking,
don't even know, things that used to be lifting, are now empty, false hope,
empty empty empty fake, repeat fakeness, repeat , repeat, repeat, fuck this, no! REPEAT!!!! can't even fall right, repeat empty fake false, sink , sudden kill mindless deep, ramble useless thought empty. fU((!^& shit
11:00 I am insane, definition of insanity, doing somthing over and over and expecting a different conclusion.
P.s. if you could leave a name of an awsome song w/ a guitar in it that would be
crazy.
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8 comments:
mhm. so are you saying your depressed . . ?
wicked. i dig.
gone gone gone - john ralston (dibs, in the long run)
you used the f word!! meh.
take some happy pills.
11:00 I am insane, definition of insanity, doing somthing over and over and expecting a different conclusion.
cool.
doesn't that just mean you're losing intelligence?
gah... drama class...
haha i love this
i like this line:
"fake, mirage pillars, false hope, false truth, false just falling"
well kinda.
i read this a long time ago. you should post something new. and something less depressing!
i don't think he blogs anymore
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